He looked deep within my eyes and told me not
to look away. I could feel him searching, peering for something that he
so desperately wanted, but I did not have to give. I tried to hold his
gaze......but the look on his face left me feeling empty, guilty,
shallow.....I had no choice but to look away. Such wanting and neediness, I resent these feelings in myself,
how am I to forgive them in another? Maybe he is right when he tells me I
will never know what real love is.....maybe he is right.