Outside Looking In

I was born into a family that consisted mainly of alcoholics and drug abusers....I always felt different, on the outside looking in. I was never told that I was pretty, or smart, or that I shouldn't settle for anything in life except that which I truly desired because I was worth it. Everything that I managed to accomplish I did on my own but in the back of my mind I was always a little girl seeking approval, seeking love. I never felt good enough, pretty enough, smart enough.....but now, at this age, I am emerging and beginning to believe in myself, truly believe.....and that is a beautiful thing......xox